A Relapse Of The Mind Is Second Only To A Brand New Beginning,But Im Sick Of People… Here i sit Alone Not lonely Thinking quiet thoughts Almost, Silent I hope She can hear them I hope She can read my mind Maybe one day She will realise me I cough Red Writing into my balled fists I throw it across the wall A sick mural A twisted warning “Stay Away From Me” It reads “I Am Sick” And for a moment i start to believe I Am But then i think of Her And the Whole Cycle Starts Again.

A Relapse Of The Mind Is Second Only To A Brand New Beginning,But Im Sick Of People…

Here i sit

Alone

Not lonely

Thinking quiet thoughts

Almost, Silent

I hope She can hear them

I hope She can read my mind

Maybe one day She will realise me

I cough Red Writing into my balled fists

I throw it across the wall

A sick mural

A twisted warning

“Stay Away From Me”

It reads

“I Am Sick”

And for a moment i start to believe I Am

But then i think of Her

And the Whole Cycle Starts

Again.

My Life Playlist open your media player, click shuffle and next each song and write it into whatever question you’re up to, was actually pretty fun. Opening Credits:Children Of Bodom-Punch Me I Bleed Waking up:Korn-Y’all Want A Single? First Day of School: Mclusky-Lucky Jim Falling in Love:Underoath-There Could Be Nothing After This Fight Song:Tool-Part Of Me Prom:Marilyn Manson-Mutilation Is The Most Sincere Form Of Flattery Life:Richard Cheese-People=Shit Mental Breakdown:System Of A Down-Sad Statue Driving:Radiohead-I Will (No Man’s Land) Flashback:Children Of Bodom-Black Widow Getting Back Together:Mindless Self Indulgence-Kick The Bucket Losing Your Virginity:Marilyn Manson-Irresponsible Hate Anthem Wedding:System Of A Down-B.Y.O.B Birth of Child:Korn-Fake Final Battle:The Cure-I Don’t Know What’s Going (On) Death Scene:30 Seconds To Mars-R-Evolve Funeral Song:Mindless Self Indulgence-London Bridge End Credits:The Cure-The Promise

My Life Playlist

open your media player, click shuffle and next each song and write it into whatever question you’re up to, was actually pretty fun.

Opening Credits:Children Of Bodom-Punch Me I Bleed

Waking up:Korn-Y’all Want A Single?

First Day of School: Mclusky-Lucky Jim

Falling in Love:Underoath-There Could Be Nothing After This

Fight Song:Tool-Part Of Me

Prom:Marilyn Manson-Mutilation Is The Most Sincere Form Of Flattery

Life:Richard Cheese-People=Shit

Mental Breakdown:System Of A Down-Sad Statue

Driving:Radiohead-I Will (No Man’s Land)

Flashback:Children Of Bodom-Black Widow

Getting Back Together:Mindless Self Indulgence-Kick The Bucket

Losing Your Virginity:Marilyn Manson-Irresponsible Hate Anthem

Wedding:System Of A Down-B.Y.O.B

Birth of Child:Korn-Fake

Final Battle:The Cure-I Don’t Know What’s Going (On)

Death Scene:30 Seconds To Mars-R-Evolve

Funeral Song:Mindless Self Indulgence-London Bridge

End Credits:The Cure-The Promise

Fear,Consequence Rip me Tear me Eat away my insides Like acid Like cancer Take me Away From all this Save Me Im Begging you Finish the job Finish What you have started Dont leave me Like this Anymore Please Kill Me Save Me Kill Me I’m begging you

Fear,Consequence

Rip me

Tear me

Eat away my insides

Like acid

Like cancer

Take me

Away

From all this

Save Me

Im Begging you

Finish the job

Finish

What you have started

Dont leave me

Like this

Anymore

Please

Kill Me

Save Me

Kill Me

I’m begging you

Isolation And Conversation Get it through you head Its over I don’t want to talk about this Anymore Can’t you see I’m sick of this This conversation is going nowhere A lonely path From desolation to remorse Your only going to hurt yourself Its best if we just don’t talk anymore That would all be fine If i wasn’t talking to myself

Isolation And Conversation

Get it through you head

Its over

I don’t want to talk about this

Anymore

Can’t you see I’m sick of this

This conversation is going nowhere

A lonely path

From desolation to remorse

Your only going to hurt yourself

Its best if we just don’t talk anymore

That would all be fine

If i wasn’t talking to myself

Memories Without A Meaning Memories of her echo through my mind Like footsteps in a hall Each typewriter click Sending me closer and closer to the edge Sending me to the end The end of my world Dont talk about endings here Here is a place for new beginnings And i’m beginning to laugh Isn’t it funny How time loses meaning Once meaning has loses time I want to say i miss her But i dont know if i do If she ever reads this She’ll think its about her And maybe it is Maybe it is

Memories Without A Meaning

Memories of her echo through my mind

Like footsteps in a hall

Each typewriter click

Sending me closer and closer to the edge

Sending me to the end

The end of my world

Dont talk about endings here

Here is a place for new beginnings

And i’m beginning to laugh

Isn’t it funny

How time loses meaning

Once meaning has loses time

I want to say i miss her

But i dont know if i do

If she ever reads this

She’ll think its about her

And maybe it is

Maybe it is

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Sunsets From The Lonely View Day fades to night The slow victory attained The clouded sky turns to solid black And the city lights blink at me Like 10,000 eyes So full of hope The irony stings my heart And i see my curtains begin to draw Darkness Encompassing So i wait For the suns bitter rays To taint this black world And bring me back to salvation

Sunsets From The Lonely View

Day fades to night
The slow victory attained
The clouded sky turns to solid black
And the city lights blink at me
Like 10,000 eyes
So full of hope
The irony stings my heart
And i see my curtains begin to draw
Darkness
Encompassing
So i wait
For the suns bitter rays
To taint this black world
And bring me back to salvation